You need to know

For you—the one who have stayed in my head this far, I knew from the very first time that im terribly flat. You can call me the most boring person to be the one to love to. Again, I know it. No surprises. No sweet words.

            

I can’t be the nicest one to chat with at anytime. You know I can’t be like that. It’s not because i don’t love you—ah, you know what I mean. So if you ask me how big the love I have for you, I can’t answer. I know it’s big. But how big? Oh I don’t know. It changes every time. I mean, I always love you. But it depends on what I feel; sometimes I deeply miss you, sometimes it’s enough just to remember you. That’s what love is, isn’t it? the point is, you stay in my heart.

           

I don’t ask your love. I want you know I love you; a simple one that—might be—you don’t hope.